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A Leo. Others perceive me as arrogant, pompous, aggressive, dominating, disparaging, unforgiving, demanding, impatient, obnoxious, loud and uncouth, intimidating, poor listener, generous, kind, intelligent, and open. Agree with the attributes as perceived by other. See or portray myself as original, flexible, skeptical, philosophical, logical, rational, analytical, interesting, hardworking, knowledgeable, keen learner, mischievous, worldly wise. Self aware of short coming and trying to change. Progress slow.

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Past Experiences 6 - Reflect

Looking Back

The Pig analyses further …..

When asset prices collapsed, so did their composure and they sold at fire-sale prices.
Grit and bear it, Jonathon Burton, Dec. 11, 2009, 11 Dec 2009
http://www.marketwatch.com/story/10-lessons-for-investors-from-a-dismal-decade-2009-12-11?pagenumber=1

I am able to buy when there is fear in market.  It is my belief; we should buy stocks when others are selling.  To me, this is simple economic theory of demand and supply.  When there is no demand, prices is the cheapeast.

In early 2000, I buy, average down and hold Singtel, and ignore the market for sometimes until 2006.  I remember holding Singtel at about 3.20 and buy until it was around 1.30.

After which, I became an ostrich possibly because of feeling the pain of loss and the attraction of business opportunity distract me totally from the stocks investment.  Unconsciously, I do not have much desire to look at the stock market then because of the unpleasant loss.

That’s way benign neglect is, for most investors, the secret of long term success. 
Ellis, D. C. (2010). Winning the Loser's Game. McGraw Hill. Pg 31    

The neglect, whether out of fear or other commitments was tremendously profitable when I sold my stocks and unit trusts in 2006.  I would have lost quite a sum on Chartered Semi-Conductor if I have not average down and made profit on Singtel. 

In my opinion, benign neglect can be practice on stock held for horizon of 5 to 10 years especially when you are able to get it at good value.


Ironically, many folks who find it impossible to take a loss end up selling later at exactly the wrong time: right as the rally begins.
Taking a Loss Is Harder Than It Seems, Jonathan Hoenig, August 27, 2007  

I did not take a loss but I did sell exactly right as the rally begins.  I sold Singtel at $2.65 at a $1 margin but it raise up to as high as 3.95 some months later, if I recall correctly.  I could have sold my holding partially instead of all at once.
I was betting on the unit trusts or stocks purchased in early 2000.  The information from the stocks I purchased was garnered from bankers, friends and the internet.

Start Small. The idea is to initially make the mistakes with small dollars and use the experience to prevent blow-ups from happening in the future.
Beginners Should Heed 4 Steps to Trading Success, Jonathan Hoenig, May 14, 2007  

When my early purchases gave me very high yield, I begin to make even more substantial amount in unit trust.

However, I was cautious when buying stocks by myself investing in small amounts at the beginning.  The cautiousness ensure I survived.

My conviction of my belief give me the gut to average down in buying Singtel. 
On hindsight is correct, not because I am right but the market does recover.

My investment activities during this period is totally out of ignorance and is literary betting.  I did learned from the internet forum of Shareinvestor.com which is invaluable until today.

Looking back, the key factor to my survival and profitability was due to 2 critical factors:

First, I invest with “spare” money and is able to hold on to my losing investment for nearly 5 years.

Second, the nature of the market – it does recovers.
I think the diversification of holding 2 stocks purchased for me by Dave saved the day.  Chartered Semi-Conductor was a technological stock – its dropped in price was at a fast pace.  After averaging down once, I stopped as its price dropped even further quickly.  Singtel, a defensive stock, dropped gradually and it is less fearful for me to follow it all the way down.

My cautiousness and dislike for risks may have helped a little. My quest for knowledge investing may have prevented me from more foolish behaviour.

When I checked the prices of the unit trusts still in existence recently, I found most of them are not doing well.  Of the stocks I buy on my own, its trading remains illiquid and price stabilized around $4.20 – roughly about the same when I sold it in 2006.  That was 14 years ago.  This has implications when I started investment actively in 2009.

I also knew that I could not continue investing in this manner.

From my experiences with Dual Currency Investments in 2007 & 2008, I was taken for a ride by the bank due to lack of due diligence. 

I bought SPH in 2008 at its peak and before the market crash (strong signs of financial crisis).

Apart from lack of due diligence, I am reckless.  It is at this point that I suddenly realized that when my investment was doing well, I was much too aggressive. I forgotten that I am a impulsive man who lack patience. This I think continue in 2009 and by end of 2010, I am nearly fully invested.  My aggressive and impulsive behaviors have overwhelmed my usual  cautiousness.

This pig must learn his lesson.  I have become conceited with the success in my investment, thinking that I am a very smart investor and is infallible.  Believe me, my thought all these while is: it was so easy to make money from the market.  With the good returns from my investment, I have forgotten the famous phrase - " the market gives, and the market takes away".  I have stray from my defensive approach and placed myself at risks.

I will be doing a lot of readings, and need to reflect further.

Internal Demons 心魔

I “look at” myself in accordance to Charles Ellis’s criteria:

心魔

Our internal demons and enemies are pride, fear, greed, exuberance and anxiety.  These are buttons that Mr Market most likes to push.  If you have them, that rascal will find them.  No wonder we are such easy prey for Mr Market with all his attention-getting tricks.
That’s why the best way to start learning how to be a successful investor is to follow the standard instruction:  Know thyself.
As an investor, your capabilities in two major realms will determine most of your success:  your intellectual capabilities and your emotional capabilities.
Ellis, D. C. (2010). Winning The Loser's Game. McGraw Hill. Pg 42

A.        Intellectual

A1.      Average, neither brilliant nor stupid. 

A2.      Mr Know-All as I read a lot – economy, economic theories, politics, psychology, sociology, philosophy, frictions and now investment books, articles on investing and finance. Someone mentioned sincerely that “it is difficult for others to work for me as I ‘too’ knowledgeable,” perhaps, sarcastically. 

A3.      Able to read and understand financial statements but too lazy to look into details.

A4.      A good administrator - methodical in keeping records and monitoring, organizing and preparations, systematic. 

A5.      A thinker - like to think things through and identify the basic principles

A6.      Good memory of facts – never try to deceive myself

A7.      Unable to absorb complex mathematics like standard deviations etc and not willing to put in the effort.

A8.      Philosophical – life is like the passing clouds, stock prices are illusions,

A9.      Love History – and how it is linked to present – trade has replace world conflicts (Lee Kuan Yew present this in USA Senate),

A10.   No Religion – believe in more Buddhist philosophy and Lao Tzuism.

A11.   Believe a lot in Lee Kuan Yew’s philosophy – Nothing is for free

A12.    Able to applied what I study in daily life        

Seek Enlightenment 知己知彼,百戰不殆

The Pig Seeks Enlightenment – Know Thyself

This Pig has started learning to walk on 2 legs  trying to avoid the fate of the fellow pigs, sheep, cows and chickens ……

知己知彼,百戰不
 
(pinyin: Zhī jǐ zhī bǐ, bǎi zhàn bù dài)
Literally: Know yourself and know your enemy, a hundred battles and you won't be drained.
Meaning: If you know both yourself and your enemy, you can win a hundred battles without a single loss.

Spend less time studying your investments and more time studying yourself. That's because how much money you make in an investment often depends far more on how you behave than on how it does. "It's people that lose money," says Patrick Chitwood, an investment adviser in Birmingham with a Ph.D. in psychology. "It's not investments."

I survived despite all my ignorance.    I like to attribute to luck but I, unashamedly think I have certain characteristics that helped and other traits that hinder me in investment.

 
非理性情绪

Homos mistakus
Not only we are sometimes irrational but we are predictably irrational.
Our emotions and much of our decision making process is ….. developed for survival … some 100,000 years ago ….quite useful.   What works for survival in the African jungles is not productive in the jungles of world finance.
By understanding ourselves and the way we make decisions, we can often create our own systematic process for making the right choices.
James Montier, How Not To Be Your Own Worst Enemy,2010
The Little Book of Behavioral Investing
John Wiley & Sons Inc 2010

If it is luck, can I continue investing – luck will run out? I do not want to depend on something as instable an element as luck.  I want to take responsibility for my money and investment.

幸运
When we say that someone has fallen on bad luck, we relieve that person of any responsibility for what has happened.  When we say that someone has had good luck, we deny that person credit for the effort that might have led to the happy outcome? But how sure can we be?  Was it fate or choice that decide the outcome?
Peter L Bernstein, Against the Gods
(The remarkable story of risk), 1998John Wiley & Sons, INC, Page 197

Know thyself   知己

As market commentator, George J.W. Goodman (“Adam Smith”) once said, if you don’t know who you are, the stock market is a very expensive place to find out.
Zweig, J. (2010). The Little Book of Safe Money. John Wiley & Son Inc. Pg 213

Starting this blog

A real time investment diary can be a very real benefit to investors because it helps to hold us true to our thoughts at the actual point in time, rather than our reassessed version of events after we know the outcomes.
An investment diary is a simple but very effective method of learning from mistakes and should form a central part of your approach to investment.
James Montier, How Not To Be Your Own Worst Enemy, 2010
John Wiley & Sons Inc